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Name: Mad
Country: Canada
Birthday: 11/18/1991


Interests: Music, Kendo, netball, music (jazz, classical, oldies, songs that have meaning), doodles
Expertise: I can't sing and I can't dance...but I can play the saxomophone
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 9/5/2005

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Saturday, September 15, 2007

I Suck at Poetry

I suck at poetry

and I suck at rhyme

So I'm just going to say my feelings straight out:

I'm infatuated, I'm in love

I'm attracted, maybe not so much

You're still a stranger,  I know you lots

I don't understand you, you're such a book

I rarely hold you, you mold right in

You're new and refreshing, we need a break

I want to know you, I want something new

..I'm sleepy.


Thursday, June 14, 2007

I hate Feelings

I hate feelings
I hate the way they make me hurt
I hate the way they make me laugh
I hate the way they make me sing
I hate the way they make me cry
It is a wonder why we do not rid ourselves of feelings
For we would never have to experience the touch of another
The flutter of feelings
It is a wonder why we do not banish feelings from our judgement
For I would never have to stare at the computer screen and sigh
Weep
Mourn
Cringe
Wait
I hate feelings
They make me confused
Jumbled
Fumbled
Rumbled
Lumbled
If feelings did not exist then I would not have these thoughts, these feelings
of love and hate and indifference
Oh my oh my
Lordy lord
Why feelings, why
Have you not done enough?
Why must I feel the way I do know?
So confused
So heart felt
So...exasperated
Oh my oh my
Lordy lord


Thursday, May 17, 2007

Survey for the bored

Put a X beside the things you have

[x] mother
[x] father
[x] Cell phone.
[x] Own bathroom
[x] Own room.
[x] 2 story house
[ ] Swimming pool/lake in back yard
[x] hot tub
[ ] Guest room.
[ ] laptop or desktop in your room
[] TV in your room
TOTAL: 7

[x] Queen or king size bed
[ ] More than 5 pairs of shoes
[x] sunglasses/shades <-dude, everyone has this. It's somewhat an essential and doesn't relate to being spoiled unless the person owns fifteen Chanel designed shades
[x] watch <- what kind of watch? I dont' consider this being spoiled either
[ ] mp3 player/iPod
[_] Xbox
[ ] Xbox360
[x] playstation
[_] Gameboy Advance
[_] gamecube
Total: 4

[ ] basketball hoop
[_] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[_] foosball table
[_]Trampoline
[_] Own a Harley Davidson
[ ]Own a surfboard/wakeboard/snowbo
ard/skateboard/skis etc..
Total: 0

[ ] Stereo
[ ] DVD player in room
[ ] Have something from abercrombie and fitch or hollister
[ ] Gets $100+ each month
[_] owns chanel
[_] Lacoste
[_] Parents give you credit card
TOTAL: 0

[ ] job <- how the hell is this being spoiled? I call it building character.
[ ] Goes shopping at least once a week
[ ] Expensive cologne/perfume
[x] MSN <- psh, everyone has this. Spoiled my behind
[ ] Camera <- cameras are outdated and shouldn't be on here- ESPECIALLY since digital camera comes right after
[x] Digital Camera
TOTAL: 2

[_] electric/gas scooter
[ ]Guitar/drums/Bass guitar
[x] piano/keyboard
[x] Any other instrument
[ ] Hammock
[_] Been on a cruise.
[x] traveled out of the province
[ ] Personal trainer
[x] expensive jewelry
[ ] Met a celebrity
Total: 4

[x] straightener/curling iron
[ ] Been to a batting cage
[ ] $100+ on you right now
[x] Credit card or atm card,debit card <- I have a debit card. Guess I'm spoiled cause I only have ZERO DOLLARS in it.
[x] Been to Europe
[_] Been to Hawaii
[x] Been to NYC
[x] Been to LA
[ ] Been to Florida.
[ ] Been to the Bahamas
TOTAL: 5

[ ] Car
[ ] Ranch or cabin
[x] been to 5+ states in the US
[ ] 20+ buddies on nexopia
[ ] more than one house
[ ] 3+ Vehicles
TOTAL: 1

[ ] home cooked meal almost every day. <- See, not this is a reasonable spoiled.
[ ] Been in a limo
[ ] Been in a helicoptor
[x] Been on a plane
[x] Have/had a laptop
TOTAL: 2

TOTAL:25
Average

7-19 = ghetto
20-29 = average
30-39 = spoiled
40+ = rich/way upperclass

This survey is the definition of inaccuracy and inefficiency. It was lame and an apparent waste of time. Last time I sign a contract without reading the fine details first!


Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Undying Love

Have you ever had this feeling you would never stop loving someone? I mean, never never. Not just in the moment never, but never never never never ever never.

I have this feeling. It's quite pleasant, yet full of sorrow at the same time; nostalgic even. I've been feeling it for quite sometime...I mean, and first I thought it was a passionate never that would end in due time...but I guess not.

Well, the love has changed...but I think for the better.

The love is not so much as a need you love, but I want to be there for you love...which is a kind of love I really feel. It has no obligations and no anticipation...just patience and kindness... No bitter waiting...just fond surprises....no expectations, just happy encounters and happy hours...

It is a warm kind of love.

Love should always feel this free and welcoming inside...not so much like a newly blossomed love, but a matured love that has lived its days to know that this is a pretty good relationship and if more is to be expected then more is to be expected.

Love that never dies....

Love....

I love love I love how love has many forms of love I especially love this love


Monday, March 12, 2007

Down with Government Required Courses!!!

At first, I thought Planning was an opportunity to learn. Unfortunately for me, I was once again wrong.

First time, my sister did it and I just thought she was a wimp. Now I'm forced to take it and I totally, undeniably see her pain and frustrations. I even did some of her planning work; why did I not see this coming?

I don't know if this even applies, but I still want to say it: Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice...can't get fooled again! Tee hee, sorry, side joke. Hah.

I have never HATED anything as much as I hate...no, LOATH Planning. I'm on module 4 right now...and it sucks. Finance sucks. Teaching finance sucks big time. Lessons just can't teach it in a way where it's accurate to real life. It's impossible. Why is work the most time consuming and tedious in this part? Loath loath loath, hate hate hate, stab stab stab.

Did I mention I'm missing an assignment right now? Hah....oh boy....I better get it done...

Well, technically two.....technically.

My grade is slowly declining for Planning. How about everyone elses?

Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYA!!!

(Pink just for you ^_^)



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